Sometimes I wonder, what have I done so right to deserve these people.
Temen-temen online yang belum pernah gue temui, kecuali lewat skype atau tukeran holidays card doang.
Tapi tetep berusaha catch up di sela-sela kesibukan, buat nanya kabar dan what they missed while we're not in contact.
Skype seharian, ngedengerin story telling, sampe ketiduran.
Nyari tau cara gue dapet visa Amerika.
Ngerencanain liburan bareng gue.
Bilang kalo mereka nungguin gue buat ngunjungin mereka di apartmentnya.
Ah :')

Gue percaya apa yg gue inginkan bisa jadi nyata.
Dan gue percaya gue bisa ketemu mereka one day.
Entah gimana caranya, itu bukan urusan gue.

Suatu hari nanti, kita bakalan all-nighteran lagi, tapi in person.
Together.

Most people would think I'm crazy for spending time online chatting with people I've never met. Or waking up at 2 am to play a game with them.

Their loss.
Because I have one of the best experiences when I'm with them and it's true.

Ravenclaw Quidditch Team has won HOL's quidditch house cup for 7 (at least) years in row.
Broke so many records, like highest score gap, most mvp, etc.
And they earned it with hard work.

First time I heard about them (I wasn't in Ravenclaw at that moment) people were bashing them. I didn't know whether RQT won because they cheated or they really were that good.
But after I found out how hard they worked, I realized, that when someone says the taller a tree is, the stronger wind it will get, is true.

When other teams practice 3x a week, they do 6x. When other teams bot for 3000 questions, they do 12000.

People don't know that.
And even they do, they won't see it. Because they hate them. And it blinds them.

While RQT stays cool no matter what.
Even people call them cheaters - even they aren't.
Even people try to call them out by insulting them in public rooms.
Even the people who are supposed to be not biased, are biased.

Being a part of RQT teaches me a lot of things.
That no matter if we're good (or bad) or do things right (or wrong) , there's always someone who won't like us.
That person will always try to bring us down. But keep your head high anyway.

And since then, everytime I see a successfull person, I don't see the success they have. Rather than imagining the process they've done.
Because, really, no pain no gain.
Even some people also have more blessing than the other.
Some call it talent.
I think that's because they're on their right path.

New season is coming up!
This is my first season as an RQTer. So I'm really excited for this season!
Beside few weeks ago I had a talk with Nathan about how fun this season will be.
Maya may or may not be with RQT this season.
And Kirra most likely won't be. 
But RQT has few new members (and probably oldbie returning!) and they are so nice!
One of them, Katsuro - or Kat- is the one newbie I'm rather close to.
We botted together a lot, and even it looks like I beat the hell outta him, I bet he'll be better than me in times.
Arielle and Kharz as new captains have provide us with so many fun practices.
Survivor games with 3+ extra souls, whacky bludgers games I don't recall the name, ickyviews, and today we had teams botting (which was crazy because it was Nathan vs Kharz and I and we lost >__>)
Also today was the first game of the season: HQT vs GQT.
It's nice to show Kat what a real game was like. Even the game itself wasn't going nicely XD
It's been so great being in RQT. It's only like, what, 4 months now?! Yet I feel so welcomed everyday.
And I just can't stop being grateful with whom I'm with here.
So many lessons, so many fun times, so many talks, so many laughts, so many yells, so many many good experiences.

1 September 2012 - 1 September 2013.
This is the start of my third year in HOL.
Last year I was a squibby squib, but today I'm an eaglety eagle.
So happy finally found a home, after 9 months floating around space on my broomstick.
I've always considered Ravenclaw as my house - way before HOL.
I never thought that I was smart, or wise, or logical, or very Ravenclaw-ish.
But isn't there a quote saying that "It's not about where do you come from that makes who you are, it's what you choose and where you're heading too."
I was sorted into Gryffindor in my first year, a lion with big thick hair and brave heart. I stood to my friends and my dear ones, until it really kicked me down to the hole.
But then in my second year, I chose to be a Ravenclaw. An eagle with wings who is always ready to fly and soar. Who will rip you apart when you mess with my beloved ones. But I wouldn't let you hurt me, because I wouldn't be here, I would be in sky watching people I care about from feet distances apart.

SQL this year was the right moment to come back to HOL after few months idling.
Amy Charz and Matilde Rayne were really kind to invite me to be on their team, Muffins Marauders: The Fame Bandits of Baked Goods.
Together with Allison Sullivan, Sirius Fudge, Xavier Dalen, Shiloh Adlar, Rosalie Mason, and someone else I forgot the name (sorry!), we totally rocked SQL and even got the second place!
In the end, I was really happy with messages I received.
My friends said they were proud, impressed, and happy watched me got better than I ever was before.
And I think you know, there's no better feeling than knowing that you've made people you care about proud.

I'm also made to be in RQT in the same time!
Even I was deeply, really really sad that Kyrie Adderholt should be stepped down from the Quidditch captain chair and shall be set free!
Because I really adore her, love her, and want her to be my captain for another year.
She was my captain for SQL and it was amazing. I'm really unlucky she stepped down just in time I joined RQT.

My HOLife this year is all about brand new things: Houses, Quidditch team.
And I love new things!
I hope my dark sad times in HOL have been passed - since I probably had enough dramz for the wholelife, and I will be having sunshine butterflies rainbow times instead :D