Oh no,
Look what you've done
Let's meet the victim of a hit and run
Picked up and let down
You were never as you led on

You said just friends and no strings
But that leaves loose end for old flings
Get back to old days and old flames
You never left around

Won't you let me know?
How do I get away when you're begging me to stay
What do you need me to say?
You're anything but ordinary

What you want me to do?
I've given it all to you
I wish you would return the favor

Did you forget what I said?
Trainwreck, here we, Here we go again
Derailed, did I fail to mention
I put it on the line

Whether you and me could ever be
We'll never see, no
Cause you keep the lights off
We only do it in the dark

Won't you let me know?
How do I get away hen you're begging me to stay?
What do you need me to say?
You're anything but ordinary

What you want me to do?
I've given it all to you
I wish you would return the favor

Are you gonna throw it all away?
(Return-turn-turn the favor)
Are we gonna do this all again?
(Ah!)

I mean it's all pretend And the game should end
I guess nobody wins (Won't you let me go?)

How do I get away when you're begging me to stay
What do you need me to say?
You're anything but ordinary

What you want me to do?
I've given it all to you
I wish you would return the favor

How do I get away when you're begging me to stay?
(Are you gonna throw it all away)
What do you need me to say
(Are we gonna do the same again?)
You're anything but ordinary

What you want me to do?
(Wanna throw it all away)
I've given it all to you
I wish you would return the favor

Well it’s good to hear your voice, I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wonder, I’m lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment, time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish, I’d have you by my side

Oh I miss you, oh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I tried to live without you but tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty, I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the stars hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say

Oh I miss you, oh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, always stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You’re the one that I hold on to
Cause my heart would stop without you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, I’ll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask I will stay, I will stay, I will stay

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember you used to love me
When will I see you again?

Sometimes, i thought everything will really gonna be alright
Sometimes, i thought happily ever after is really exist
Sometimes, i thought hug a teddy bear will always make feel better
Sometimes, i thought ice cream is cold enough to melt down the anger
Sometimes, i thought is okay to make a little mistakes a bit often
Sometimes, i thought there always will the next chance in tomorrow
Sometimes, i thought people will treat in the same way as i treated them
Sometimes, i thought to be patient is as easy as spell it out
Sometimes, i thought by write out what you feel then everyone will know
Sometimes, i thought holding tears can make me stronger
Sometimes, i thought sleep can really make the pain go away
Sometimes, i thought i can design tomorrow just by plans
Sometimes, i thought smiles and laugh can really hide the pain and tears
Sometimes, i thought things that hurts you once cant hurt you for the second times

But all was wrong
That was wrong
This was wrong

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you

Counting my footsteps, praying the floor won’t fall through again

My mother accused me of losing my mind, but I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

And I lived in your chess game but you changed the rules everyday

Wonderin’ which version of you I might get on the phone, tonight

Well I stopped pickin’ up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I should've known.

Well maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame

Or maybe it’s you and your sick need to give love and take it away

And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand

And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said "Run as fast as you can"

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong

Don’t you think nineteen’s too young to be played by your dark, twisted games

When I loved you so

I should've known.

You are an expert at sorry and keeping the lines blurry

Never impressed by me acing your tests

All the girls that you run dry have tired lifeless eyes

Cause you burned them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me

So don’t look now

I’m shining like fireworks over your sad empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress wrote you a song

You should’ve known.

You should’ve known

Don’t you think I was too young

You should’ve known.

This was heard like in a song

When your heart got a little jump after caught by his eyes

His eyes, they’re beautiful

Always beautiful, like someone that I know by heart

I never believed in something lasts forever

But I could see it easily in you

As easy as watch movies played behind your very smiles

I never had a bad thought on anyone, neither on you

That’s why it took longer for me to realize

I was fooled, those beautiful eyes were lying

I didn’t know what kinda magic you had

To hide beautiful lies, behind those beautiful eyes

I had my hope on you

It’s big

Bigger than I ever put on any guy before

Bigger than any girl could give to you

But you never saw it existed

Then you wouldn’t see it break

That big thing is broken into little tiny pieces

And even after that, you still have those beautiful eyes

But your magic wont affect me for the second times

I’ll get up and go find a better seat and place to stay in

I’ll find and build a bigger hope and trust for someone who really deserve it

And then I’ll know, I won’t fail again

I wont fail to fall for the wrong beautiful eyes like you again

Bogor, 06 Juni 2011

Dyah Ayu Orchita