1 year of HOL.
Wow. It's really 1 year. 365+ days.

Lots of things happened.
Really lots of them.
What made me feeling like I was in the top of the world or deep buried underground.

I've had been in the Gryffindor Quidditch Team.
Which, even I quit, I never regretted I was there.
Set aside the things that happened lately between me and them.
They were my first friends, my first family, and first home I had in HOL.
I wouldn't forget that.

My greatest thank is going to Gryffindor's Head of House, Prof. Missa Matz.
She supports me a lot, through anything.
She is the person I will go to when I'm overwhelmed, when I need a friend to talk to, when I need a hug, and when I need to share my love to.

I remember once she helped me set bots, then gave me a chance to be an op in #gryffindor, which later on made a way to me became an aop in #HOL too.
I'm happy to be a HOL aop, but that's not because of power.
Seriously, being an aop is harder than just hanging around watching people.
I'm happy because that makes me know people who I believe are my true friends.

So, once again, it's because of Missa. She makes everything easier for me.
And I never, never be able to pay her because of that.

I pretty remember what happened since April-ish.
My HOLife went very fast since that month.
I started acknowledging people that means so much for me until now.

I was chosen to be one of SQL officials. I had chance to play in the same team with Sam and Parm which was one of the most amazing moments I had in HOL.
Sam is a really good captain and she makes practice becomes much much more fun!

And because of Sam, I got to know more more amazing people.
I knew Alaia, Rorey, and Amy closer.
I got introduced to RQT, the legendary of HOL Quidditch Cup.
They are, unsuprisingly (for me), really nice and welcoming people.
Despite of what people said to me about them, I believe what I see.
RQT is a family and I'm glad I'm a part of them, unofficially.

Based on that, my second greatest thank goes to the toughest and bravest person I've ever known in my HOLife, Kyrie Adderholt.

Following those two, there are Kirra Rohan and Zoki Phantom whose their words are really inspiring and helping me to get up - stay strong and keep shining.
After I almost lost faith on everyone, they showed me that true friends really do EXIST.

Then Amy Charz, whom I knew through Sam and Bakay.
I'm so grateful I have you three.
You all made me laugh, listened to my rant, and just generally having fun together.

And the dysfunctional family.
People who like to swaggerjagger about people.
Thank you, thank you so much for the snarks, the fun, the comments, the links, the supports! All of them.
You make me think that dislike people and being annoyed is NOT a sin at all.
You show me that the world is not always pretty.
Sometimes it can be rainbow and sunshine but it also can be stormy and cloudy. And we just need to live with it!

People might hate SQL this year, but I didn't regret that I took a part of it.
I've learnt a lot. I've been taught a lot. I've made lots of new friends.
Winning is nice, but winning is not my life goal.
And today, the SQL quaffle games are officially closed.
I've packed my quidditch stuffs and as I go, I promised the quidditch pitch, "I will be going back next year to have fun!"

Summer.
Summer.
Summer.

This year is the first time I experienced what Summer really is.
And I know it, I love summer!

See you in the next Summer!

PS: The people are mentioned in here are my Ohana.

You might belong in Gryffindor,

Where dwell the brave at heart,

Their daring, nerve, and chivalry

Set Gryffindors apart.

How I worship those words in the -almost- last one year.
How I worship the colours of Scarlet and Gold - the Lion in the -almost- last one year.

I regret nothing.
I met wonderful people in there. I met my first friends.
One of them is still being my friend who guided me through the most.
The only one who I love really big that could hold me stay against other people.
Her name is Missa Matz.

I leave, doesn't mean I hate.
I have memories. I have logs, as proof.
I was nothing.
I grew up because of their helps.
I remember it, clearly.
I owe them big.
Thank you, thank you so much for that :)

I'm really sorry that I hurt so many people before I leave.
That I crushed their trusts, their bonds of friendship with me, their hopes.
But it didn't happen overnight.
It took lots for me to do this.

I will miss Gryffindor. Of course I will.
You were all my first family. You were all my doors to the HOL.
I really hope what happened will never be happened again in the future and we all just can live in peace with no dramz.
It'll be much, much prettier that way.

Quidditch is like the only sports I play seriously :P
Woo yes, it is a sport!
Since I first joined HOL, Quidditch was the first thing I looked forward to.
Even I didn't know how it worked. Or that I would like it or not.
I said in my pawtnee application: I want to know quidditch!
So I took HOL Quidditch class and the ECs were botting.
And even it only needed about 300 points, I enjoyed that and could do it more than 300.

Until on November 7, I joined Gryffindor Quidditch Team.
I played my first official game on November 19, against RQT.
Then against SQT on December, I think.
And never played a game after that.
Though after GQT broke up, I decided to quit (which I thought I was just taking a break, but later it became a permanent resignation).

SQL was the only thing I looked forward to except Quidditch House Cup.
None other than Quidditch could attract me, not even being a Prefect <_ nbsp="nbsp" p="p">But now that I have issues with my HOL life, I think SQL was my only chance to play official quidditch games.
At least this is what I see for now.

Now my SQL is over.
And I'm sitting here and sad.
I love quidditch. I really do.
I woke up at the midnight lots for practicing and playing.
And now I need to wait until Summer 2013 for having that kind of excitement again.

Like the SQT siggies said,
Life is a Game. Quidditch is Serious.

See you next Summer, Quidditch!
I love you and will miss you lots!
And I promise I will be kicking ass next summer :)

Love,
Kaiwa Alexandra
A Chaser. A Beater. A Keeper.
Not a Seeker. 

The Weeping Angels' last game on Summer 2012!
We're facing the strongest team on SQL 2012, The Lovely Ladies of Beauxbatons.
I was beating, for the first time ever, with Aly.
And I would facing their chasers: Erik, Liz, and Andrew.

Unlike the previous game, I was so bad in this game.
I was really, really sleepy. had a fever, and typo lots.
I knew I would be bad since I start botting the afternoon before.
And I also very nervous because I would be facing Andrew.

Eventhough it was a hard game, and we didn't win, that was a good game!
Aly did great! And every chaser scored on Cody which made me reaaaaally proud!
Also Parm always tried his best when the beaters couldn't get the answers and the quaffle went through us.

And I'm so happy that our last game was pretty!

Thanks Sam for being such an amazing amazing amaaaazing captain!
Trained us a lot, supported me even I failed lots too, and also, for letting me join the team at the first time.
I can't be more grateful than having such a great team like The Weeping Angels.

And for the main formation of The Weeping Angels:
Parm, Marcie, Aly and Asky.
You are all the hardworkers and thank you for being my wonderful teammates on my first SQL ever.
You all make my waking up at night worth it :P

Thanks The Weeping Angels!

Finally my captain decided that I wouldn't be keeping \o/
I was chasing. Together with Parm and Asky.
The beaters are the fabulous Kyrie and Marcie, with Aly as a Keeper.

For this game, I wasn't really nervous, even I haven't slept for about 40 hours.
It was against Puddlemere United.
As a chaser, I would be facing Xavier as a keeper.

We lost by a bit lot in that game.
But even we lost, that was my best performance so far, I think >_>
I got 13 out of 53. And I scored 3 of 9 chances.
It's not that gooood, okay.
But for me, it's the best I've ever earned :P

Oh, once, after I scored my last goal on Xav, he told me, "That was good!"
And I feel like pumped up after that.
But unluckily, the game was over no longer after that, and I didn't have chance to face him anymore :|

Even I think that was my best performance, I also think that was the worst performance of The Weeping Angels, with the full team.
That made me feel bad and unhappy.
And we have one more game after this. which also made me sad.

Maybe we didn't have much chances, but let's make our Summer ends beautifully!

GO THE WEEPING ANGELS <333 p="p">

I still can barely believe it.
My gran, who was strong, whom I always thought were immortal, has passed away.

I know we fought a lot.
She was the only person I yelled a lot at.
The only person I would argue on everything.
The only person I disagreed lots, beside my mum.
I never really loved her like I loved my other gran.
But I know my dad really, really loved her, so I respected her lots for that.

Also, I got my A blood type from my dad, which he got from my gran.
So it's like their blood is running inside me and I feel like I'm not alone.
I won't be alone.

And my gran was the only one who told me often about my dad was like.
How my dad was very brave in her eyes.
How my dad loved my mom, my siblings, and I lots.
How my dad was always helpful to other people.
Even when she talked about him, it always made me cry (just because I miss him so darn much).
But I like it when she talked about him repeatedly.

I know and I realize I regret a lot of things that maybe I should have done to her.
But either way, I know she always loved me and I hope she was proud of what I did.
And I will try to make her and my dad proud even more.

I just feel really grateful and happy that I have brought my brother with me to see her 12 hours before she passed away.
And she even kissed my cheek and hugged me after I just got home.
I never, never thought, that would be our last.

I can hear she says "I told you so," now.
I deserved it.
I just want to tell her,
That no matter what I ever did to her, she's my gran, and I always love her.

Thanks for everything, Gran.
You showed us strength. You gave me hope.
You've been so strong, so amazing, so inspiring.
We all love you, Gran.
Now and later <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">