SUDDENLY THOUGHT

I've thought much about my coming life.

I sketch it and make it happen, as possible i can.
For one and two things, sometimes i just let it flow.
Because for me, there are things that you cant set.
It happens whenever it'd be happened.

I never thought my life would be like this.
I'm happy now, happier than i'd ever expected.
I have good relationship with my family. Both.
I have nice friends who i love so much.
I have Kiki and Tante Ida (i must mention them because they are more than just nice friends).
I have F and V (they are my lovely besties from twitter :D)
I have good cousins. Some is bad, but i dont give a damn.
I have a job. Which i love it.
I have very very nice colleagues who make me laugh everyday.
I dont have a boyfriend, but that's good cause i have boy-friends and they are nice to me.
I have God and i know He loves me more than i love Him.

See, i am happy now.

But i still miss my dad.
I wonder what he'll say if he meets me now.
I wonder if i did something terrible that could make him unpleased.
I wanna thank and apologize to him.

I know, when the sadness comes, it comes temporary.
But when the happiness comes, it comes temporary too.
Nothing lasts forever.
So why do we just enjoy every little time? :)

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