IT'S THE TIME

That's me now.

Then, why do i keep talking about him, remembering, and be there for him, that's the main reason.

It's hard. Really hard.

It's been more than a year. Almost two years.

And everything were memorable.

He was sweet, tough and weak for the same times, can make me both smile and laugh, or cry.

Do little sweet things and he isnt into words.

His imperfect was what i love the most.

He's there, I'm here.

But then, those all are not mine now.

He is on his way, and so am i.

"Everything will remain the same" He said so.

But when i thought all over, i feel like everything wont remain the same.

My friends keep me believe that everything is gonna be okay.

But i know, nothing's gonna be okay.

When he txts or calls, and tease me.

It seems like the old days, but it's not.

But i'm okay now.

It's just a goodbye that has been started by hello.

I just keep on believing that if we are really meant to be together, we will be together.

Maybe not this moment, not today, not tomorrow.

Maybe years later.

Or maybe not.

And we will find another person that can cherish all the single parts of our lives much better than we can.

Thanks for every single days that we have been coming through.

Thanks for courage me to be a better person.

Thanks for give me care, and smile, and laugh.

And, you are the best boy that i have ever known in my 19 years :)