THINGS THAT I WONT HAVE IT BACK AGAIN

It always come in April.
When your face in my dreams and all in my mind is like, why did you go and never come back?
But it's almost 11 years.
And i never get an answer.
I just keep telling my self everything's alright and you are now in a beautiful place.

I just miss your laughs, smiles, and voices.
And everything's between.
I miss your goodmorning, goodnight, and kisses before i went sleep.
I miss your ride and DVDs time when i cant shut my eyes right.
And when we watch a lion eats a deer in a Wild Life.

You loved to watch me swing next to your cigarettes.
And when you brought me to a beach and i slept in your knees.
You loved to wake me up in a middle of the night.
Just to tell me happy birthday and blow the candle light.
And now, do you know why didnt i celebrate my birthday?
Because my birthday without you is not a merry day.

I miss our board-games
I even cant play it anymore.
I miss when you wipe my tears away or mad when i cant hold it back.
Because you told me that the tear is not good.
And i should not let it away.
I love your love to make people smile and that's i hardly to try.

Dear father, i wont go further than i used to be.
I keep strong, i keep smile, i keep like your daughter was.
I just miss you more than i can.

I just wonder what it will be if you're still here with me.
Will we fight or hug, i dont know which.
But i'm sure i wont miss you this bad.



NB: Try to rhyme this with song hihi. I love you, Father