DEAR CHITA

After all this time, i wanna spend a little time to write to you.

Yeah, after all this time.

Thanks for being there, through anything, when no one else did.

When I can barely speak what i feel, you're here and say "Everything happens for a reason".

Thanks for not lying that everything is gonna be okay.

Because, you know, i dont believe that.

Thanks for make me feel comfortable to go anywhere.

For not complaining when i sing with my terrible voice.

And sorry.

For the hurts. For the damages. For the scars. For the tears.

For anything that i couldnt stand and made me weak.

For my mistakes of being fallen to the same mistakes again and again.

For falling for guys that i already knew that i should not fall.

For let my heart fragile and easily scratched.

For remember stupid little mistakes people did and not forget them.

For promising to be better but i do nothing.

But i know you know, and better, understand.

That I'm a girl.

Maybe just one another weird girl.

Who acts by her heart and mind.

Who loves her dad more than anything.

Who when falls, she falls hard.

Who thinks miles forward than today.

I really am thanking God i have you.

Every day, every hour, every minute, every single time.

Thanks and sorry for always being there.

I love you so much and lets make life more useful.

Sincerelly,

My Self