HOWTOSPILLSTUPIDNESS

i hate the fact that i love my dad too so much and still want him here after eleven years.
i hate the fact that i dont feel close to my mum, sister, and brother anyone.
i hate the fact that i have bestfriends who live outside town.
i hate the fact that i just want one boy whom i shall not want him.
i hate the fact that i'm too sensitive, never forget, and dont forgive.
i hate the fact that i dont know how it's like to be a part of a normal and real family.
i hate the fact that i cant tell anyone if i'm upset.
i hate the fact that i cant cry easily and keep the hurts inside.
i hate the fact that i'm not good enough to make people proud of me.
i hate the fact of my feeling that no one really wants me exist.
i hate the fact that i dont really have a home.
i hate the fact that i am me and i cant change this.
i hate the fact that i'm very ungrateful and write this piece of shit