21

Hi, my name is Chita and I'm 21 years old.

Think about it, it means I've been living and knowing the world for 21 years.
Some people said you're ONLY 21.
But damn! 21 years is a long time!
How far do I know about life after 21 years?
How far have I gone during my 21 years?
It makes me want to cry if I realized I didn't do much after 21 years I live.
Sad? No. Regret? No. Disappointed? Kind of. Grateful? Very much!
This is my first 21 years in my life.
It could be my last 21 years too, we don't know.
And don't look at me like that!
I'm a pessimist person who believe that death is only a few inches away from us all the time.

Well anyway,
I'm happy that my life is not boring.
I maybe lost some chances and things my friends had in their lives.
But I also gained and got what they never had.
And those were options.
I chose the different paths with the children at my age. So I end up in different way.
But it's all good.
Life is full of choice.
I might not always enjoy choosing. But it makes me excited.
New things make me excited.

I spent time more with older people than people in the same age with me.
I love listening to them telling me the experiences they have.
I want to know what they wish they would do if they could travel back time.
We don't always need to learn from our mistakes.
That would be better if we can learn from other people's mistakes instead.
I believe in that.

So here I am.
21. Working. Believing in God.
Also known as Kaiwa Alexandra.
A witch with freaking awesome good friends who plays quidditch.
Very, very grateful for everything I own, lost, and am with.
Looking forward to write the 22 post next year :D