LOST!

Life is not always pretty, I knew about that.
But can you lose all at once?

The trust you lend to your best friend,
The laugh you share in the midnight when you can't sleep,
The cliche words that can makes you feel better every time,
The feeling of being protected and loved,
Friends who can make you abandoned your real life to run to them,
The dreams, the hope, the optimistic you've grown up with,
The freedom, bravery, the safety of your heart,
The feeling that tells you to not give up every time you fail,
The ability of flying higher after you fall,
The perfect smile to hide the pain,
The strength to stand on your own feet, alone.

Can you lost it all at once?
Or you just missing an index you can't find them back?