You might belong in Gryffindor,

Where dwell the brave at heart,

Their daring, nerve, and chivalry

Set Gryffindors apart.

How I worship those words in the -almost- last one year.
How I worship the colours of Scarlet and Gold - the Lion in the -almost- last one year.

I regret nothing.
I met wonderful people in there. I met my first friends.
One of them is still being my friend who guided me through the most.
The only one who I love really big that could hold me stay against other people.
Her name is Missa Matz.

I leave, doesn't mean I hate.
I have memories. I have logs, as proof.
I was nothing.
I grew up because of their helps.
I remember it, clearly.
I owe them big.
Thank you, thank you so much for that :)

I'm really sorry that I hurt so many people before I leave.
That I crushed their trusts, their bonds of friendship with me, their hopes.
But it didn't happen overnight.
It took lots for me to do this.

I will miss Gryffindor. Of course I will.
You were all my first family. You were all my doors to the HOL.
I really hope what happened will never be happened again in the future and we all just can live in peace with no dramz.
It'll be much, much prettier that way.

Quidditch is like the only sports I play seriously :P
Woo yes, it is a sport!
Since I first joined HOL, Quidditch was the first thing I looked forward to.
Even I didn't know how it worked. Or that I would like it or not.
I said in my pawtnee application: I want to know quidditch!
So I took HOL Quidditch class and the ECs were botting.
And even it only needed about 300 points, I enjoyed that and could do it more than 300.

Until on November 7, I joined Gryffindor Quidditch Team.
I played my first official game on November 19, against RQT.
Then against SQT on December, I think.
And never played a game after that.
Though after GQT broke up, I decided to quit (which I thought I was just taking a break, but later it became a permanent resignation).

SQL was the only thing I looked forward to except Quidditch House Cup.
None other than Quidditch could attract me, not even being a Prefect <_ nbsp="nbsp" p="p">But now that I have issues with my HOL life, I think SQL was my only chance to play official quidditch games.
At least this is what I see for now.

Now my SQL is over.
And I'm sitting here and sad.
I love quidditch. I really do.
I woke up at the midnight lots for practicing and playing.
And now I need to wait until Summer 2013 for having that kind of excitement again.

Like the SQT siggies said,
Life is a Game. Quidditch is Serious.

See you next Summer, Quidditch!
I love you and will miss you lots!
And I promise I will be kicking ass next summer :)

Love,
Kaiwa Alexandra
A Chaser. A Beater. A Keeper.
Not a Seeker. 

The Weeping Angels' last game on Summer 2012!
We're facing the strongest team on SQL 2012, The Lovely Ladies of Beauxbatons.
I was beating, for the first time ever, with Aly.
And I would facing their chasers: Erik, Liz, and Andrew.

Unlike the previous game, I was so bad in this game.
I was really, really sleepy. had a fever, and typo lots.
I knew I would be bad since I start botting the afternoon before.
And I also very nervous because I would be facing Andrew.

Eventhough it was a hard game, and we didn't win, that was a good game!
Aly did great! And every chaser scored on Cody which made me reaaaaally proud!
Also Parm always tried his best when the beaters couldn't get the answers and the quaffle went through us.

And I'm so happy that our last game was pretty!

Thanks Sam for being such an amazing amazing amaaaazing captain!
Trained us a lot, supported me even I failed lots too, and also, for letting me join the team at the first time.
I can't be more grateful than having such a great team like The Weeping Angels.

And for the main formation of The Weeping Angels:
Parm, Marcie, Aly and Asky.
You are all the hardworkers and thank you for being my wonderful teammates on my first SQL ever.
You all make my waking up at night worth it :P

Thanks The Weeping Angels!

Finally my captain decided that I wouldn't be keeping \o/
I was chasing. Together with Parm and Asky.
The beaters are the fabulous Kyrie and Marcie, with Aly as a Keeper.

For this game, I wasn't really nervous, even I haven't slept for about 40 hours.
It was against Puddlemere United.
As a chaser, I would be facing Xavier as a keeper.

We lost by a bit lot in that game.
But even we lost, that was my best performance so far, I think >_>
I got 13 out of 53. And I scored 3 of 9 chances.
It's not that gooood, okay.
But for me, it's the best I've ever earned :P

Oh, once, after I scored my last goal on Xav, he told me, "That was good!"
And I feel like pumped up after that.
But unluckily, the game was over no longer after that, and I didn't have chance to face him anymore :|

Even I think that was my best performance, I also think that was the worst performance of The Weeping Angels, with the full team.
That made me feel bad and unhappy.
And we have one more game after this. which also made me sad.

Maybe we didn't have much chances, but let's make our Summer ends beautifully!

GO THE WEEPING ANGELS <333 p="p">

I still can barely believe it.
My gran, who was strong, whom I always thought were immortal, has passed away.

I know we fought a lot.
She was the only person I yelled a lot at.
The only person I would argue on everything.
The only person I disagreed lots, beside my mum.
I never really loved her like I loved my other gran.
But I know my dad really, really loved her, so I respected her lots for that.

Also, I got my A blood type from my dad, which he got from my gran.
So it's like their blood is running inside me and I feel like I'm not alone.
I won't be alone.

And my gran was the only one who told me often about my dad was like.
How my dad was very brave in her eyes.
How my dad loved my mom, my siblings, and I lots.
How my dad was always helpful to other people.
Even when she talked about him, it always made me cry (just because I miss him so darn much).
But I like it when she talked about him repeatedly.

I know and I realize I regret a lot of things that maybe I should have done to her.
But either way, I know she always loved me and I hope she was proud of what I did.
And I will try to make her and my dad proud even more.

I just feel really grateful and happy that I have brought my brother with me to see her 12 hours before she passed away.
And she even kissed my cheek and hugged me after I just got home.
I never, never thought, that would be our last.

I can hear she says "I told you so," now.
I deserved it.
I just want to tell her,
That no matter what I ever did to her, she's my gran, and I always love her.

Thanks for everything, Gran.
You showed us strength. You gave me hope.
You've been so strong, so amazing, so inspiring.
We all love you, Gran.
Now and later <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

OK WHOOOPS!
THAT WAS AN INTENSE GAME.
The second game as a Keeper *sighs*.
I was less nervous this time, but that was against Howling Hinkypunks.
And, maybe you don't know, Edmund Smethwyck was chaaaaaaaaaasing!

I'm so grateful of Parm and our double beaters Marcie and Sam.
But once Nathan passed through, he could easily score on me >_>
I was lagging. Several times my screen stopped showing anything and I only could yelling "AM I DEAD OMG!? SOMEONE!"
And MOST OF THE TIMES WAS WHEN NATHAN CAME sjdfjshkfskdfjasklhf.

Nathan is the best keeper in HOL.
He has great speed and hiding ability.
And that was a tied score: 230 vs 230.
Yep he scored 23 on me, and I blocked 1 ;__;
Nevertheless, I was a biiiit better this time.
Not only trembling around and sweating like a pig.
I could laugh, I could answer, I could have fun.

But uh, I still think I'm not even a good keep.
Because of my slow net and suddenly freeze and stuffs.
Aly totally could keep better than me *nods*.

And anooother sorry for my beloved incredible captain, Miss Kyrie Adderholt.
Because I failed again this time.
Even worse, we tied.
But I promised her I would try to be better and I did.
I tried, and I gave my best.
Could be better but uhm, yes, it was what it seemed like.

And now my eyes hurt, not enough sleep.
I think I need sleep.
*Nox!*

WHOA. Just whoa.
I was the worst quidditch player ever that HOL has ever seen.
I have no idea what happened.
With stupid pinged in and out internet. And all.
That was 4 am and I was sweating like a pig but my hands were frozen.
I was doing okay hours before when I botted.
And even when it was a group botting.
But nerves totally got me in the right place and I was just dead.
I hate my self. So much. For that.
For today.

I feel like I won't ever be able to pay Sam for what happened today.
I'm deeply sorry, Sam...
I thought I was better but I wasn't.