Naik gunung!
Ke desa :D
Ke curug gratiiiiis :D
Snorkling
Took underwater photos
Swam in 3 meters deep pond
Naik motor ke curug - nearly off road
Naik motor bertiga (kakang-dimas, noya-dieni, arief-rama, frizi-dieni)
Main badminton (beneran)!
Naik sepeda keliling kebun raya
Ga pulang - ga tidur semaleman
On a car trip with male friends only
Nganter temen ke airport :(
Keliling kota naik mobil - loved it!
Went on 30 hours road car drive :(
Makan sepiring berdua with a male friend haha
GET CREDIT CARDS!
Bought things from e-bay
Sleeping in a tent
Cooking in an open place
Volunteering
Kondangan sampe jam 1 pagi
Speak in front of my whole BIG family
Masak di kompor tungku with the real kayu bakar and all that jazz

Kaligesing, Purworejo - Klaten - Jogja - Solo (24-29 Dec 2015)
Gunung Guntur (15-17 Aug 2015)
Last day in ISC (31 Dec 2015)
Umbul Ponggok
Europe on Screen
Festival Buah dan Bunga Nusantara
Curug Hejo - Curug Cepet
Curug Bidadari - Gunung Pancar (20 Sept 2015)
Chiko <3 >:3
Lulu <3
Solo - Yogya (2-6 April 2015)
Anak Kosan cantik <3
Christmas card from Joey <3
Postcard from Noyara
YOAI
Batman Member Card (LOL)
Bonceng tiga Noya - Dieni - Chita
Bonceng tiga Frizi - Dieni - Chita
Birthday cake from Hanna, Luksie, Zia
Zia's birthday and farewell
Nonton bareng Tanda Tanya
Perpisahan mba Murti
Mba Irma Jeddy <3
Syuting film Sisir Production sama Nisa, Rama, Jono, Dede
Paddington Bear
Giving up Alvatar the persian kitten :(
All-nighter at Bowo's (22 Aug 2015)
Nizar back to Banjar (23 Aug 2015)
Dieni & Frizi <3
Luksie & masnya <3
Icha went to the Netherland :(
Joey Stark of Nottingham
Top Gear broke up :(
Richard Hammond!
Badminton!
PASG <3
Sepedaan di Kebun Raya
Meet up Nisa - Chita - Dini
Flower plants
Soto kuning

I told Luksie a few weeks ago that 2015 was one of my hardest years (second hardest, probably, after the year when my father died). But then God proved me that my life is much better and He is much kinder than I thought.
God gave me the perfect ending in 2015.
Not only for me, but also for my whole family - from paternal side.
We got to meet our big family who we never met for approximately 35 years!
And everyone was super kind and suuuuuper nice!
We laughed and talked like good friends.
And even though we can't remember each other's names yet, we still try to talk and catch up.

I learn one BIG thing: kindness is really a legacy that you should leave behind.

My father died more than 15 years ago.
Many people even hadn't seen him longer than that.
But they remember him so well.
When I introduce my self as his daughter, people put nice faces, shook my hand, smiled, and told me the kindness my father did to them. Some even gave me foods and stuffs.
Even after he died, my father always leaves me with good traces I'm always grateful of.
Thank you, Papa.

I also got to climb a mountain, went to a hike, and got wet in some waterfalls (one of them was in front of my great-grandmother's house!).
Half of the experiences was with my friends, the other half was with my families. So it was even.

I spent less money on book than I did in 2014 because I bought many books from bazaar haha.

I moved out of the house and went to live with Icha and Luksie, then met Winda, Zia, and Hanna. They made kost-life easy and fun and unforgettable!
Even now we're going in our own ways, I hope we can reunite again later.
I'm forever grateful for you, girls.
Thank you for many things <3

I spent 3 days in Solo (other than Karanglo, Tawangmangu lol) and it was wonderful.
I love Solo.
It's a quiet, lovely city.
I love the night market.
I love the foods.
I love the people.
I promise I'll be back again one day :)

I went snorkeling! And I LOVE IT A LOT OMG the feeling of being a mermaid, no worrying about taking your breath and seeing the fishes underwater.
I'll definitely try it again before I die!

2015 is the year when I'm moving forward, one of them is leaving the place I've been working at for the last five years.
Five years is not a short time.
I first joined when I was a teenager and now I'm (nearly) an adult.
I'm familiar with Brad as I am with my own self.
Mba Wulan is closer to me than any of my siblings.
Mba Murti knows me much better than my own mother does.
I laugh with mba Irma and Agung more often than with any of my friends.
But life goes on.
There are parts of the world I haven't seen yet.
There are challenges that are waiting to be conquered.
So I left my comfort zone and joined a new company start on January 7th.

I met someone from my past again.
The first boy of many things in my life.
But I made a mistake. Or more than just a mistake, possibly.
I guess it's a part of the story than can't be helped to happen.
I've learnt my lessons.
I realize that when you break someone's heart, it'll break yours too. 

As for friends. I lost a couple.
I called it natural selection.
I don't mind having people leaving.
If we're meant to be friends, we won't need to hurt ourselves to fit into each other's lives.
And I knew that just because we don't eat a lion doesn't mean he won't eat us, but I can't help but being sad when people thought differently of what we're doing.
When you put someone as your priority but they don't return the favor, I think you need to cut them off of your life.
Unless you are very strong at heart, which I'm not.

So many great things happened in 2015.
I still can't cook nor drive nor read a Dutch book nor knit nor get a quidditch MVP but I still call 2015 a great year!

I'm so thankful for every laughter I shared with families, friends, ex-friends, and strangers.
I'm thankful for the tears which I believe every single tear had made me stronger,
I'm thankful for new people in my life.
I'm thankful for being shown who are my real friends and which ones are the fakes.
I'm thankful for the dramas because that makes my personality even LESS dramatic.
I'm thankful for my solid, strong, fun family. Please keep us stay together forever.

I'm praying that 2016 will be a better year.
But I'm not only praying.
I'm also believing and working hard so it will really be a better year.

Alhamdulillah :)

I've come to notice about this particular thing, lately.
About how ladies are being defined by their men.
Like, my friend told me she couldn't weigh any more because her boyfriend would dislike her. Or her skin should stay glowing. Or she couldn't cut her hair because he likes it long. Or she couldn't act crazy like she was around her friends at home with her husband. Some things like that.

Those things scare me.
Those things make me think that relationships are scary things. Especially when you're defined by other persons or you can't be you around someone that, ironically, you choose to spend the rest of your life together with.

Maybe it's only because I spend my whole life define my own self and not let anyone tells me who I am.
Maybe because I feel that I can do whatever I want to do as long as it's not a bad thing and I enjoy it.

I don't know which is right or wrong.
Maybe neither is.
But I feel like it'd be so sad if you need to stay skinny or looked good or 24/7 well-behaved because someone else wants you to.
Someone else who is supposed to accept you as you are. Whoever you are.

When I am with someone, I want him to let me by my own true self around him. I want him to be my most trusted person, my best buddy, someone I can talk to about everything - not just anything.
Because I'm willing to spend the rest of my life committed to him, only to him. And I don't want to be not less than comfortable with him.

I hope he won't scold me when I look chubbier. Or get my skin tanner.
I hope he won't disagree when I act childish. Or want to watch cartoons on weekends.
I hope he won't mad when I want to stay on bed longer and feel a bit lazy even though the weather is nice outside.
I hope he won't question me when there are weird places I want to visit with him.
I hope he will support me whoever I am and will be.
Because that's what I plan to do with him.

So yeah, it's a long journey, indeed, to find someone like that.
But I believe that God is kind enough to give me someone that I want, not just what I need.