FOR MY LOVELY DAD, WRITTEN 22ND OCT 2009

i found this things. i wrote it in much of tears hahaha

Hemmm , tomorrow will be my dad's 52nd birthday . if he still alive .

I dont know if it's right or wrong , i just wanna celebrate his birthday just with me . And him if he wanna

i wish he will come down and join me to celebrate his birthday party with his own way . be with me along day , make me feel not alone and comfy all day because i know that he is with me , visit me by a dream , or anything which can makes me happy and know that he is with me .

i love u dad , u know that . i am a bit tired to tell how much i love u and that u are my number one man ever . maybe i am the only one who still keeps u in my deepest heart and never replaced by anything .

i miss u dad , always . i am a bit tired to cry and remember how long i lost u . i just live my life . day by day . people around me even dont remember that u lay in somewhere . they forget to visit and pray for u .

dad , i want u to know that as long as i am existing in this world , i promise u i will be the number one person who never forget u . dont be afraid dad , i am with u . i am going to be a woman , even not really yet . i dont wanna be ur selfish little girl . i still need you somehow .

dad , happy birthday .

i love and miss u in every steps i take .



ur first daughter ,
dyah ayu orchita