FALL APART

These three weeks probably the hardest week since 2012.
My most beloved GQT had problem and that wasnt good. At all.
I -kind of- started it, even no one admitted that.
And I feel really guilty about it.
This is my family. My virtual family. I spent my time there as much as I spent my time in real life.
I love GQT. I really really do.
It is silly, because I never met them nor know them in real life.
But like Julie said,

“Even though this entire community is based on fantasy, the people are real and the emotions are real. My love for all of you is very real."

She is so true.
I love Missa, Ashley, Julie, Kaylyn, Lily, Eno, Laurie, Jenny, and all the rest.
It wasnt a lie when I told them I cried.
I cried. And the tears are real.
My feeling hurt and that was real.
When I begged Laurie and everyone to not go, it was real. I really want them to stay.

Julie takes a break. For a long while.
Laurie squibs.
The others wander and keep their eyes to those who stay.
I really dont know what I should do.
What I need to do to make the GQT came back.
I miss them. I miss GQT.
GQT is my team. I want to play with them.
Win or lose. It doesnt even matter.
I love them. I want to be with them.

I just hope people wont leave Gryffindor and GQT will be back like the old times.
I know I'm taking a break for now.
But I promise I will be back.
I work hard to be a good player and when I come back, I will be good enough to be played in most of games.
GQT will be in its glory.
I'm sure of it :)