A CONFESSION

I'm not a good person. I've never been.
I pushed away people who cared to me, I rejected them, and I threw away those who hurted me once.

My happiness is my priority.
Call me selfish, but it's only because no one else cared about my happiness, so it's only myself who cares about me.

Whoever try to screw up with me, I'll cut them off my life, never thought twice.
It doesn't mean I never cared about them though.
When I was with people, I didn't fake my care, my love, my laugh, or anything I chose to share with them.
So did I, when I chose to stay away from them. I never faked it.

Them and I are like a food you don't like.
You ate them once, you promised to not eat them again. Even so, you're okay to see people eating that foods, or when you see the foods. You just don't want to eat them again.
I think, that's about right to describe it.

But yeah, for those I've been hurting, I'm sorry. And thanks for giving me lessons I couldn't get if I always meet the right person.

You can always be thankful in life.