22

I know I'm one day behind this.
Yesterday was my 22nd's birthday.
I never enjoyed birthdays.
Probably I did when I was kid and Dad used to throw me parties.
But as I remember, I don't like birthdays (and parties), because too much attention for one day!
Even so, I think it's really rude if you ignore the birthday wishes you got or even gave them frowned face when they said happy birthday.
I suppose you must look happy in your birthdays, no matter what! 

My mum was being super awesome by sending me a birthday message at 1 am.
Even I was born at 1 pm, so it's technically still 12 hours away lol.
But that's a highlight there.
The people I love all remembered my birthdays so I was really happy talking to them about birthday greetings.

I received belated birthday wishes today from my uncles and aunts.
It doesn't matter, really! I probably like it more, because it means no too much attention in one day XD
Only about three people in my work knows my birthday, and it's really good for me.
But my boss gave me extra job to do, so that's a birthday present from him lol.

While lunch, I sat with a certain person and we had a good conversation for about 40 minutes there.
About death. About the people who we knew dead.
For the first time ever, I talked to a person about my dad and almost teared up.
Even he realized that I was sad so he started talking about something else.
And he probably the only who understand, why I want to die young.
I didn't explain anything, but he said "I wish you'd die young." and I wish him the same.
It was the best birthday conversation I've ever had.

HAPPY 22!
LET'S DANCE~