WHO/WHAT

When I was asked, what or who I want to be or do, I'm always confused.
I most likely will say, "I don't know."
But it's more because I have too much in mind about what or who I want to be or do.

I want to be a Vet.
Because I love animals.
I want to take care of them. I want to heal them.
I want to help the people who love them and make them feel better.

I want to be a Librarian.
Because I love books.
I love indexing, tidying and arranging the shelves to make it looks good.
I imagine it'd be such a delightful feeling to see people come to read.
Those people who found books that mean something to them.
Those people who love books, probably more than I do.
Even those who don't, but probably some of them will find the way to love it eventually.

I want to be an Astronout.
Because I love stars. I love space.
I want to study about it.
I want to know about what's going on out there that not many people know that happens.

I want to be a Historian.
Because I damn love history.
I want to remember what most people don't.
I want to be able to tell story about the past to my children, to my grandchildren, or simply to those who want to know.

I want to be a Psychologist.
I want to understand people. I want to notice those who are unnoticed.
I want to encourage people. I want to help people feel better.

There are many who or what I want to be.
I wish I had more than one life to live.