When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember you used to love me
When will I see you again?

Sometimes, i thought everything will really gonna be alright
Sometimes, i thought happily ever after is really exist
Sometimes, i thought hug a teddy bear will always make feel better
Sometimes, i thought ice cream is cold enough to melt down the anger
Sometimes, i thought is okay to make a little mistakes a bit often
Sometimes, i thought there always will the next chance in tomorrow
Sometimes, i thought people will treat in the same way as i treated them
Sometimes, i thought to be patient is as easy as spell it out
Sometimes, i thought by write out what you feel then everyone will know
Sometimes, i thought holding tears can make me stronger
Sometimes, i thought sleep can really make the pain go away
Sometimes, i thought i can design tomorrow just by plans
Sometimes, i thought smiles and laugh can really hide the pain and tears
Sometimes, i thought things that hurts you once cant hurt you for the second times

But all was wrong
That was wrong
This was wrong

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you

Counting my footsteps, praying the floor won’t fall through again

My mother accused me of losing my mind, but I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

And I lived in your chess game but you changed the rules everyday

Wonderin’ which version of you I might get on the phone, tonight

Well I stopped pickin’ up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I should've known.

Well maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame

Or maybe it’s you and your sick need to give love and take it away

And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand

And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said "Run as fast as you can"

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong

Don’t you think nineteen’s too young to be played by your dark, twisted games

When I loved you so

I should've known.

You are an expert at sorry and keeping the lines blurry

Never impressed by me acing your tests

All the girls that you run dry have tired lifeless eyes

Cause you burned them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me

So don’t look now

I’m shining like fireworks over your sad empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress cried the whole way home

I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with

The girl in the dress wrote you a song

You should’ve known.

You should’ve known

Don’t you think I was too young

You should’ve known.

This was heard like in a song

When your heart got a little jump after caught by his eyes

His eyes, they’re beautiful

Always beautiful, like someone that I know by heart

I never believed in something lasts forever

But I could see it easily in you

As easy as watch movies played behind your very smiles

I never had a bad thought on anyone, neither on you

That’s why it took longer for me to realize

I was fooled, those beautiful eyes were lying

I didn’t know what kinda magic you had

To hide beautiful lies, behind those beautiful eyes

I had my hope on you

It’s big

Bigger than I ever put on any guy before

Bigger than any girl could give to you

But you never saw it existed

Then you wouldn’t see it break

That big thing is broken into little tiny pieces

And even after that, you still have those beautiful eyes

But your magic wont affect me for the second times

I’ll get up and go find a better seat and place to stay in

I’ll find and build a bigger hope and trust for someone who really deserve it

And then I’ll know, I won’t fail again

I wont fail to fall for the wrong beautiful eyes like you again

Bogor, 06 Juni 2011

Dyah Ayu Orchita

If your heart don't work, then you won't get hurt
Say goodbye, such a shame, say goodbye
My hits(?) don't hurt, all (or?) my words don't work
Say goodbye, don't you cry, don't you cry
Cause I believe {x2}

[chorus]
All I want is something to believe in
Even if it's just to hear your name
All I want is all you've got me feeling lately
Please don't let me throw it all away.

Speak how you feel so the words sound real
Don't you lie, such a shame, such a shame

My hits(?) don't hurt, all (or?) my words don't work
Say goodbye, don't you cry, don't you cry
Cause I believe {x2}

[chorus]
[instrumental]

Speak how you feel {x2}
Speak how you feel so the words sound real
Speak how you feel {x2}
Speak how you feel so the words sound real
[instrumental]
[chorus] {x2}

I love the sounds of your laugh. Especially in the middle of our stupid conversation.

It always come in April.
When your face in my dreams and all in my mind is like, why did you go and never come back?
But it's almost 11 years.
And i never get an answer.
I just keep telling my self everything's alright and you are now in a beautiful place.

I just miss your laughs, smiles, and voices.
And everything's between.
I miss your goodmorning, goodnight, and kisses before i went sleep.
I miss your ride and DVDs time when i cant shut my eyes right.
And when we watch a lion eats a deer in a Wild Life.

You loved to watch me swing next to your cigarettes.
And when you brought me to a beach and i slept in your knees.
You loved to wake me up in a middle of the night.
Just to tell me happy birthday and blow the candle light.
And now, do you know why didnt i celebrate my birthday?
Because my birthday without you is not a merry day.

I miss our board-games
I even cant play it anymore.
I miss when you wipe my tears away or mad when i cant hold it back.
Because you told me that the tear is not good.
And i should not let it away.
I love your love to make people smile and that's i hardly to try.

Dear father, i wont go further than i used to be.
I keep strong, i keep smile, i keep like your daughter was.
I just miss you more than i can.

I just wonder what it will be if you're still here with me.
Will we fight or hug, i dont know which.
But i'm sure i wont miss you this bad.



NB: Try to rhyme this with song hihi. I love you, Father