SCREW YOU

I just realized that a certain person only talk to me and say sweet things when s/he needs me.
Because s/he thinks like what some people thought in my school years back then: "You can ask Chita to do anything she wont say 'no'."

That's true.
Ironic.

I dont always say yes.
But mostly I do.
Not only because I want to make people happy or like me.
Being liked or disliked is not my life goal.
But I'm not a person who look something from one side.
So when someone asked me something, from side #1 I see that I cant do that or I dont wanna do that. But from side #2, I asked my self: Why not? There's always a way to do it anyway.
And it's true.
So I end up with saying yes <_<

But lately I'm not really in a good mood.
And I realized this person is using me for his/her own good.
Then I feel like a shit. So annoyed. So bugged. So disturbed.

But then I wonder.
Have I done this to other people?
Using them to get what I want?

(and my mind stops thinking)